It really is. I just wish the two week wait is over so that I either know that the pee sticks are lying and the fact that this time there is not tell tail signs does not mean that I am not pregnant. But if I really am not I would love to just know and move on!
Yesterday I used a HPT and it was BFN in the morning. I used one again at about 3:00 in the afternoon and it was a BFN again but when I looked at the stick again later that evening there was a feint line??? This morning I peed on a stick again and again BFN and no feint line appearing yet. By this time last time with Kyra there was definite lines! So I really do think that this cycle is a bust.
Thank heavens for the frosties. We will take a month break and then try again with the frosties. Should they not work I think we will give it one more go and then probably call it quits.
I told DH last night I am ready to move on. I am tired of putting my life on hold. I want to just live and not worry that I am picking up things that are too heavy. No bubbly for me because I could possibly be pregnant. Bruised bum!! Not hot baths and the list goes on.
I would love to go test now already but if maybe I have a little late implanter then it will be too early so I have to wait patiently for Wednesday.