Don’t get excited.  Last night I was sitting working on my computer and out of the blue I decided to go pee on a stick.  Well I did and in the dark with the lights on I could not see a line.  Well it was only 3dp5dt so there won’t be a line of course, I don’t know why I even wasted a stick.  I put the stick in my bedside drawer and decided that I will only use a stick again on 5dp5dt.

This morning I woke up and I was thinking I don’t think this cycle worked.  I feel nothing yet.  I know I know, it is early days.  But you know how the 2ww wait can play havoc with your mind.  Anyhow I took the stick from last night out of the bedside table and went to hold it under the natural day light and low and behold there is a faint second line.  I called DH and he saw it too although he said only because he was looking for it.  But he agrees it is the same feint line that started forming when we conceived Kyra.

Logic says that it is a evap line or trigger still in my system.  But my heart so wants to believe that it is the start of a little baby.  Sigh.

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